I find the map and draw a straight line
Over rivers, farms, and state lines
The distance from 'A' to where you'd be
It's only finger-lengths that I see
I touch the place where I'd find your face
My finger in creases of distant dark places
I hang my coat up in the first bar
There is no peace that I've found so far
The laughter penetrates my silence
As drunken men find flaws in science
Their words mostly noises
Ghosts with just voices
Your words in my memory
Are like music to me
I'm miles from where you are,
I lay down on the cold ground
I, I pray that something picks me up
And sets me down in your warm arms
After I have travelled so far
We'd set the fire to the third bar
We'd share each other like an island
Until exhausted, close our eyelids
And dreaming, pick up from
The last place we left off
Your soft skin is weeping
A joy you can't keep in
I'm miles from where you are,
I lay down on the cold ground
And I, I pray that something picks me up
and sets me down in your warm arms
donderdag 10 april 2008
donderdag 28 februari 2008
updates XD
heyy you guys ^^,,
Just updating you ^^,, It has been like 2/3 weeks that I haven't posted here,
because my stupid internet provider accidently cutt my internet line -.-''.
I was so Pissed off -.-''.
But now I'm back again XD.
I missed you guys!! ^^ *huggies*
And I'm free this whole week from school ^^.
Ohh yeah,, I've got alot of homework given by my teachers from school BUT I haven't made one yet XD,, just enjoying my vacation :p.
==
Well because you all know I'm graduating this year my dad told me I can pick our summer vacation trip!!!! AHHH~!!! I was soo happy about that!!! XD
BUT.....
There's to much to choose from... :(
Gosh,,I really can't choose =.='' T.T
but I'm keeping you updated about that later ;)
And gotta go now ;)
Bye you guys ^^!!! *huggies and kisses*
* Asia *
Just updating you ^^,, It has been like 2/3 weeks that I haven't posted here,
because my stupid internet provider accidently cutt my internet line -.-''.
I was so Pissed off -.-''.
But now I'm back again XD.
I missed you guys!! ^^ *huggies*
And I'm free this whole week from school ^^.
Ohh yeah,, I've got alot of homework given by my teachers from school BUT I haven't made one yet XD,, just enjoying my vacation :p.
==
Well because you all know I'm graduating this year my dad told me I can pick our summer vacation trip!!!! AHHH~!!! I was soo happy about that!!! XD
BUT.....
There's to much to choose from... :(
Gosh,,I really can't choose =.='' T.T
but I'm keeping you updated about that later ;)
And gotta go now ;)
Bye you guys ^^!!! *huggies and kisses*
* Asia *
zondag 24 februari 2008
ashe and the farm... lol:P
went to the farm yesterday with my mom and dad (my sister couldn't come cause of work... it sucks i miss her terribly T.T) i wasn't supposed to go with them but mom insisted so yea... we left around 6:30 am (GMT+8) and arrived at exactly 9 am (no traffic! thank God for little miracles:P.
we were welcomed by my grandma, who is now sitting on a wheelchair, (nope she's not invalid just couldn't walk cause of arthritis... darn arthritis T.T)then did the usual stuff, kissing their hands (a sign of respect) and gave her a very warm hug:P after a few minutes of chitchat we were served breakfats (yea i call it breakfats since all it does is add pounds to my weight =.=)i enjoyed it cause i'm surrounded by family and i learned a new word...hawot lol:P it's a fish, a dried salted fish... most commonly called tuyo... i promised mom that i will go with her to the market after fixing myself, but the bed is so darn inviting and the days of sleeplessness is taking it's toll in my body so after hitting the showers i lay on my bed promising myself i'll wake up after 30 minutes of nap... but that didn't happened, phone didn't alarm... actually it did but i turned it off >.< so yea slept my eyes off for 3 hours... i woke up at 1:23 pm (the first thing i normally do when i open my eyes is to check time:P)after washing my face i took my celfy (cell phone) with me and went down. mom, dad and grandpa was out, went to the market, was just informed by grandma that mom tried to wake me up but i wouldn't budge an inch so yea >.<... i told grandma that i'll go out to take some pictures of animals to show gelo (my 8 year old cousin)but she wouldn't allow me to go since i don't know the place but after 30 grueling minutes of begging, pleading and teary eyes i was allowed to go but with one condition... marissa, a neighbor will come with me, so yea... i have a chaperon (i'm being treated like a 6 year old child T.T)
the first animal i saw was chickens... took a pic of them and i also took a pic of my grandma's orchids it was uber pretty... i love it so muchies. then on our way to the other flowers, i saw a rat! a rat! yes a rat! (i hate rats, mouse, mice and porcupines and the likes so yea>.<) it was looking at us, no i'm not crazy it was really looking at us, i tried to move my feet but i couldn't, it's as if as though it was glued to the ground >.< then the stupid rat as if taunting me walked towards our direction... i panicked! i really panicked! so i ran my feet off, like my hair was on fire leaving marissa (am not being ebil, i just hate rats >.<)and head back to the house.
told grandma what happened and instead of sympathizing with me... she laughed =.= and told mom and dad about it... and yes they laughed too and teased me =.=... it wasn't amusing... am irritated =.=
it was an uber nice day yesterday, it was cloudy and raining... i felt so relaxed and i asked dad if i could stay for another 3 days but he said no... cause i have work and started talking about responsibilities and stuff =.=
but...
he smile and said i need to file for a leave first and after that, i can go back...^^
we were welcomed by my grandma, who is now sitting on a wheelchair, (nope she's not invalid just couldn't walk cause of arthritis... darn arthritis T.T)then did the usual stuff, kissing their hands (a sign of respect) and gave her a very warm hug:P after a few minutes of chitchat we were served breakfats (yea i call it breakfats since all it does is add pounds to my weight =.=)i enjoyed it cause i'm surrounded by family and i learned a new word...hawot lol:P it's a fish, a dried salted fish... most commonly called tuyo... i promised mom that i will go with her to the market after fixing myself, but the bed is so darn inviting and the days of sleeplessness is taking it's toll in my body so after hitting the showers i lay on my bed promising myself i'll wake up after 30 minutes of nap... but that didn't happened, phone didn't alarm... actually it did but i turned it off >.< so yea slept my eyes off for 3 hours... i woke up at 1:23 pm (the first thing i normally do when i open my eyes is to check time:P)after washing my face i took my celfy (cell phone) with me and went down. mom, dad and grandpa was out, went to the market, was just informed by grandma that mom tried to wake me up but i wouldn't budge an inch so yea >.<... i told grandma that i'll go out to take some pictures of animals to show gelo (my 8 year old cousin)but she wouldn't allow me to go since i don't know the place but after 30 grueling minutes of begging, pleading and teary eyes i was allowed to go but with one condition... marissa, a neighbor will come with me, so yea... i have a chaperon (i'm being treated like a 6 year old child T.T)
the first animal i saw was chickens... took a pic of them and i also took a pic of my grandma's orchids it was uber pretty... i love it so muchies. then on our way to the other flowers, i saw a rat! a rat! yes a rat! (i hate rats, mouse, mice and porcupines and the likes so yea>.<) it was looking at us, no i'm not crazy it was really looking at us, i tried to move my feet but i couldn't, it's as if as though it was glued to the ground >.< then the stupid rat as if taunting me walked towards our direction... i panicked! i really panicked! so i ran my feet off, like my hair was on fire leaving marissa (am not being ebil, i just hate rats >.<)and head back to the house.
told grandma what happened and instead of sympathizing with me... she laughed =.= and told mom and dad about it... and yes they laughed too and teased me =.=... it wasn't amusing... am irritated =.=
it was an uber nice day yesterday, it was cloudy and raining... i felt so relaxed and i asked dad if i could stay for another 3 days but he said no... cause i have work and started talking about responsibilities and stuff =.=
but...
he smile and said i need to file for a leave first and after that, i can go back...^^
Weeeee~! I had soooo much fun today ^-^
First i went with a friend to the Cinema to reserve tickets for Step up 2 wedsday. (fuggin' 15 tickets, you should have seen the face of that girl XD)
After that we called a few friends. Me and my friend waited like 2 hours till the other two showed up, but in the mean time we went to macdonalds =p, when they finally came we went to see if they had new converse all stars, then we went to Nike rotterdam to annoy the sister of one of my friends. Then we went to Burger King =p After that we walked to the skatepark and saw more friends we talked and talked then we went to get pizza then came back and....they ate the pizza. I tried to climb up the half pipe...i fell like twice >< Then Rodney had one nasty fall and he sat down for like 30 min. And i talked to him ^^ Then we played horse, well they did=p, and then i went home. But i forgot the WoW gamecard at a friend so i had to go back and get it.
btw horse is a game that someone goes first and you have to copy them. If you can't you get a lettre when you have H.O.R.S.E you're out and you have to do something ^-^. Wee~! for tricks on a skateboard
Meh i'll post something else on wedsday ^-^
Emi~
First i went with a friend to the Cinema to reserve tickets for Step up 2 wedsday. (fuggin' 15 tickets, you should have seen the face of that girl XD)
After that we called a few friends. Me and my friend waited like 2 hours till the other two showed up, but in the mean time we went to macdonalds =p, when they finally came we went to see if they had new converse all stars, then we went to Nike rotterdam to annoy the sister of one of my friends. Then we went to Burger King =p After that we walked to the skatepark and saw more friends we talked and talked then we went to get pizza then came back and....they ate the pizza. I tried to climb up the half pipe...i fell like twice >< Then Rodney had one nasty fall and he sat down for like 30 min. And i talked to him ^^ Then we played horse, well they did=p, and then i went home. But i forgot the WoW gamecard at a friend so i had to go back and get it.
btw horse is a game that someone goes first and you have to copy them. If you can't you get a lettre when you have H.O.R.S.E you're out and you have to do something ^-^. Wee~! for tricks on a skateboard
Meh i'll post something else on wedsday ^-^
Emi~
donderdag 21 februari 2008
Love in the Ice
Those freezing hands aren't your fault
They carry scars from long before
Afraid to love someone,
You turn your back on the other side of the words...
Like ice, the embraced heart slowly starts to thaw
For anyone to be loved by someone,
Makes life in this world shine
If it was me, I’d make your heart warm once more
With eternal tenderness
Even if fate’s games hurt the heart...
On the other side of the tears,
A single ray of light will swoop down into the darkness
We know that this is so
As strong as the suffering, we can feel people’s warmth
Everyone is searching for a place
That can take away the sorrow and loneliness
So… for you, that place is here
Don’t be afraid, don’t hesitate anymore, because I’ll protect you
To the point of being painful (my heart)
This love is beautiful (don’t be afraid)
Even if just momentarily (let you know my love)
This time is beautiful (you know… let you know my love)
Emi~
They carry scars from long before
Afraid to love someone,
You turn your back on the other side of the words...
Like ice, the embraced heart slowly starts to thaw
For anyone to be loved by someone,
Makes life in this world shine
If it was me, I’d make your heart warm once more
With eternal tenderness
Even if fate’s games hurt the heart...
On the other side of the tears,
A single ray of light will swoop down into the darkness
We know that this is so
As strong as the suffering, we can feel people’s warmth
Everyone is searching for a place
That can take away the sorrow and loneliness
So… for you, that place is here
Don’t be afraid, don’t hesitate anymore, because I’ll protect you
To the point of being painful (my heart)
This love is beautiful (don’t be afraid)
Even if just momentarily (let you know my love)
This time is beautiful (you know… let you know my love)
Emi~
dinsdag 19 februari 2008
Leave me alone...
Leave me alone.
Leave me in the cold and dark room. Staring at the screen. Hurt more then once. After everything you chose her over me. And you would probably do it again. The dagger left in my heart. Making it's way to the other end. Leaving a big hole behind. Can't wait till it shatters and leaves a black hole in my chest.
Holding my breath, wishing you weren't there. Wishing you would leave. Wishing you wouldn't talk.
Leave me alone, let me be, give me back my space. Let my mind settle before you destroy it again.
Emi~
Leave me in the cold and dark room. Staring at the screen. Hurt more then once. After everything you chose her over me. And you would probably do it again. The dagger left in my heart. Making it's way to the other end. Leaving a big hole behind. Can't wait till it shatters and leaves a black hole in my chest.
Holding my breath, wishing you weren't there. Wishing you would leave. Wishing you wouldn't talk.
Leave me alone, let me be, give me back my space. Let my mind settle before you destroy it again.
Emi~
vrijdag 15 februari 2008
I still remember...
I still remember
how you looked that afternoon.
There was only you.
You said "it's just like a full moon".
Blood beats faster in our veins
We left our trousers by the canal
And our fingers, they almost touched
You should have asked me for it
I would have been brave
You should have asked me for it
How could I say no?
And our love could have soared
Over playgrounds and rooftops
Every park bench screams your name
I kept your tie
I've gone wherever you wanted
I still remember
And on that teachers' training day
We wrote our names on every train
Laughed at the people off to work
So monochrome and so lukewarm
And I can see our days are becoming nights.
I could feel your heartbeat across the grass.
We should have run.
I would go with you anywhere.
I should have kissed you by the water
Emi~
how you looked that afternoon.
There was only you.
You said "it's just like a full moon".
Blood beats faster in our veins
We left our trousers by the canal
And our fingers, they almost touched
You should have asked me for it
I would have been brave
You should have asked me for it
How could I say no?
And our love could have soared
Over playgrounds and rooftops
Every park bench screams your name
I kept your tie
I've gone wherever you wanted
I still remember
And on that teachers' training day
We wrote our names on every train
Laughed at the people off to work
So monochrome and so lukewarm
And I can see our days are becoming nights.
I could feel your heartbeat across the grass.
We should have run.
I would go with you anywhere.
I should have kissed you by the water
Emi~
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