zaterdag 24 november 2007

blah... bleh... =.="

Beware!!!! This is gonna be a very long (rant) post.


For the whole day today, I was supposedly working my ass off but instead I’m writing this post… blowing some steam off.


Supposedly, for the 4th time this week I’m late. I woke up at 4:30 am (yea that’s already late in my time, their time and the hospital’s time =.=”) so I hurriedly stood from my bed, hit the showers while painstakingly enduring the cascading cold water hitting my body =.=” and in the span of 35 minutes, I’m done… bathing that is. So yea, put on the uniform and flew my way to work.


6 am sharp, I’m inside the hospital battling my way through other late employees while hoping and wishing that I won’t get scolded by my superior for being late… again. =.=” After 10 grueling minutes of finding the logbook and signing it, I hastily ran pass the stairs into the head nurse’s office (yea, I need to sign 2 logbooks). After knocking, I went inside with a ready smile and an alibi that I was wishing would be accepted. After signing the logbook, the head nurse (yea, I don’t know her name so sue me =.=”) asked me what my schedule was for today which by the way I find really odd but yea, cause I was too glad that she didn’t asked me a reason why I was late, I told her with so much happiness emitted from these words, “Yes ma’am, I know my schedule.” Then she asked me if I have a copy of my schedule and If I could show it to her, so yea I said yes but I don’t have it with me then she asked me to look at my schedule (I’m now starting to hate the word schedule!!!! >.<) in that stupid, stupid logbook and I did (of course I need to do what I was told to do or else I’ll be charged with insubordination… Ohkei! Fine! I’m exaggerating it but yea=.=”) and I was shocked my eyes almost pop out off their sockets (believe me I was really shocked!) because yesterday, November 24, 2007, I was supposedly at work but instead I was at home enjoying my supposedly day off (it was written in my schedule! Well the old copy of my schedule that is... that the 24th is my day off! =.=”) me being too stunned to even utter one decent word… could not spout anything. So yea, she started talking about looking at the schedule (I now declare that I sooooo hate the word schedule =.=”) from time to time to know if their has been some changes made and how my uber clean(?) record was now dented by this event… my mind swirled. At exactly 6:30 am (Yea, I know the time… I was checking my watch=.=”) I was scolded from head to foot T.T. But then while she was busy blabbering I realized something! Why didn’t they post anything informing ME/everyone that there have been changes made to MY/our schedule, so I decided that I’m not at fault… they are (yea! Muhahaha(=^_^=))


At 6:45 am, I called my mom, (who’s on her way to the province) told her what happened, hoping she would sympathize with me but no! I was scolded again cause grandma is sick and she was hoping to see me today but because I have a work … wait! Lemme rephrase it! I, Ashe, who supposedly have a work today, was unable to go with my mom to my grandma’s place because I went to the hospital thinking I have a work today (yes, I’m being redundant so kill me =.=”). For another 5 minutes of my uber wasted time I was scolded and felt really bad>.<


A few more minutes later, I arrived home and guess who's in charge of the welcoming committee... yes it's my dad, who by the way was very far from looking pleased, told me in a spine tingling tone these exact words... "That's very irresponsible of you." I actually resent that comment but I could not say anything since half of it was really my fault>.<


If you thought that’s the end of it, then you are soooooo wrong! My grandpa found out about it and I was again for the 4th time today got scolded T.T thanks to the bane of my existence, the worm, the toad, the pathetic excuse for a human being cousin of mine, Juami.


I so wanted to say a lot of not so nice words right now but yea… I’d rather keep it. I don’t wanna corrupt your innocent minds…


*sigh*


~Ashe

donderdag 22 november 2007

Oeps i forgot XD

I forgot to reply to you Asia, sorry.

But i just wanted to say, that you don't know her. You say she looks arrogant at you etc. etc. and i never heard that you had problems with her. I started to hear about you having a problem with her when she started to date our friend. And he's your friend, right? So be happy that he's happy ^.^ what more could you ask for, your friend is happy.

I hope you don't take this the wrong way.

Ashte ^.^ how have you been? I miss you and i hope you'll have some free time soon!

Emi~

maandag 19 november 2007

Randomness strikes part. 1

I broke. It shattered. It was on the edge of a cliff and a gust of wind pushed it over the edge. Isn't it weird? Even with it shattered,broken into pieces I love you with every tiny piece. You broke it and it's still waiting for you. My head is saying go on, my heart that is shattered is saying wait. ...Caught between them. And I can't simply ignore them, or can I?

Emi~

=.=

heyy everybody,, Asia's back [YEH],,
Umm,, today was my last day for exams,, Last subject was German,, I was done in like 20 min. XD. And I need to wait for 30 min. more ( that sucks). At this moment I feel: 'Freedom' [YEH].
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And Emi, I think I'm doing the right thing,,
I think she's not worth it ,,
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Asia,,

zondag 18 november 2007

Random advice? and just random talk?

That friend Asia, i know who you mean, but i think that you're not doing the right thing. Ok he's your friend, but aren't friends supposed to support friends even though you don't like, in this case his gf, the girl that he's dating? I mean even though you don't like her, you don't need to throw it at his face. But you just have to do what you think is the best.

Ashe!! i will miss ya and i love you too ^.^ i hope everything works out for you and good luck!
And i'll keep you up to date with my little boring life ^.^


Woot! tomorrow is my last exam, my biggest one but the last one. So after that i'm free again to slack off XD omg i've run out of letters i can't type anymore

cya.....
Emi....

zaterdag 17 november 2007

... and i wrote something:P

I have five extra minutes of my time so I decided to write something in here:P


I had so much fun at work today. I’ve learned a lot of things from my senior. She taught me the things that I didn’t know and the things I need to know in the ward. During the endorsement period, I saw this baby and for a reason I could not comprehend, it brought tears to my eyes. His every movement depicts life. A fragile little creature that brought happiness and smile to those around him… a little angel… so innocent… so pure.


I’ve made up my mind, I’ll continue my volunteer work as long as I can and I’m also planning to take the International Licensure Exam for nurses. I promise that I’ll work extra hard for this. I want to travel and expand my knowledge in my chosen career. I'll be a great nurse(=^_^=).


I’ll be extra busy in the coming months but I promise to keep in touch. Neh… Emi! Asia! Vannie! Don’t you guys forget about me ohkei? I love you all(=^_^=)



~Ashe

Hii seXy lady's [YEH] :D,,,
Well Asia's back :p hehe XD,, Miss all of you ! :D
Well,, My story of the week:
There's a boy (he's just a friend of mine) and he's in love with a girl at a lower class.
He told me that he was in love ect ect, but later I asked who is she?
He showed me a link of here site,,
and,, OMG!,, That's the girl that I also hate at school ( not the girl who I fought with,,)
My friend is a very nice and kind person,, but,, OMG! why with her???? :,,
I hate her because she's looking at me with her arrogant face,, well of course I also do it back at her. Me & my friend know each other for like 3 years now,, but he only knows her just for 1 year :. I explainend him why i hate her ect ect. But he's defending her :.
Yesterday I ignored him,, well,, I think 'm doing the right thing,,
Soo yeah,, well my story of the week XD,,
Bye everyone!!!! Love you & missing you!!!!
-Asia *muah*

vrijdag 16 november 2007

random questions, the things that happened, and the tears that fell...

do you believe in reincarnation?
do you believe in karma?
do you believe in forever?
do you like the sunset?
do you like the sunrise?
do you like the tranquil blue ocean?
do you believe that there is a pot of gold at the rainbow's end?
do you like the rain?
do you like walking in the rain?
do you know what indian summer is?
do you believe that nothing/nobody is indispensable?
do you believe in life after death?

have you tried kissing a fool?
have you tried eating a spoonful of wasabi?
have you tried telling somebody what you feel and got rejected afterwards?
have you tried crying for 2(two) full hours?
have you tried riding a public utility jeepney without paying?
have you tried asking somebody if they love you?
have you tried pushing somebody into their knees and laugh evilly?
have you tried shouting at the top of your lungs cause of sheer boredom?
have you tried lying to your parents about a group study that never existed and sleep at the side of a highway just for experience?
have you tried laughing for no particular reason?
have you tried crying for no particular reason?

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i was busy the whole week but gosh! i'm having so much fun... i love my work, it's tiring yes, but yea! i'm loving every minute of it:P

i was assigned to an OB-Ward... seen a whole lotz of cute babies with their momsies... seen blood, seen lots blood, seen lotz and lotz of blood and last but not the least seen loads and loads of blood... have i mentioned i've seen lotz of blood? tee hee hee:P...

anyhow... i miss everyone... and it's making me cry... it made me cry...
this week is a very emotional week for me...
there are sad moments and there are happy ones...

i'll be alright... i'll be ohkei... i'll get by...

~Ashe

dinsdag 13 november 2007

EXAMS AND BIG BANG!!

I'm actually hyper. Lol, i'm in my examweek so don't expect much from me the coming few days.
Hmm let's see what happened.

Today i had my social studies and English exams. I think i did them alright.

Tomorrow i don't have any exams so i'm free tomorrow.

I'll probably be behind the pc all day listening to big bang ^.^

I love them. i suggest to listen to their music. Big Bang FTW!

Good music and cute boys what else could you possible want?

hehe already in my 7th day of only listening to big bang. :p and i only have like 11-12 songs XD
I suggest the songs: Goodbye Baby, Always, We belong together and Forever with you.

Have fun
and carpe diem dudes and dudettes!

cya
Emi.

vrijdag 9 november 2007

~Heey everybody!!!
* A kiss from me-muah- [YEH]*

Well Emi,,
My dad gave me a choose to go to a privat school or to stay at a normal high school
, I was like in the 10th grade.
But I refused, because I like my friends at my high school :D,,
& yes I think, It's also a little with the high gradues ,
because it's for your future ( a job ect. )
But without good friends I wouldn't go to school ,, XD
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ahh,,, love ,,,
I don't know if you can love somebody without seeing that person,,
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BYE!!!
*'Asia!

randomness...

Randomness #1:

Yesterday night, while my head was tilted… a flying bug went inside my nose and I swallowed it…yes, my friends it’s true. It’s super duper yucky to the mega max! And I couldn’t do anything about it.


Randomness #2:

This week was my first week at work.

The first day (Monday) I was sent home because I wasn’t wearing the right color of the uniform. Well it’s not entirely my fault since they didn’t clarify what color I should wear they just told me that I need to wear a scrub suit.


Randomness #3:

I’m happy for no apparent reason and scared at the same time.


Randomness #4:

I’m starting to let go…
I can breathe now…

But it makes me sad…


Randomness #5:

I missed everyone…
I missed him too… but I’m not allowed to miss him… he’s not mine…

But if he is... I want to tell him these words…


“I missed you today love… Come here let me give you a kiss…”


*blush, blush*


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Emi~

The importance of things depends on a person’s priorities in life. All the things you mentioned are important.


And about loving somebody you haven’t seen…


It is possible. Loving is not all physical attraction. It’s something deeper than that.


Love makes imperfection... PERFECT.
It makes the impossible... POSSIBLE.

It makes a person shine brighter than the sun.

It’s an indescribable feeling of bliss.


Oh… That’s Randomness #6:P


~Ashe

dinsdag 6 november 2007

i already know that this blog is going to be filled with random stuff, that probably have nothing to do with our daily life. But so be it.

I wonder ,and please tell me if you know the answer, most of us go to school or work, right? what is more important high grades, quality of the work or having fun with friends and making the most out of the bad? Seeing I'm pretty bad with combining both.

Plus do you guys think that you can love somebody although you never saw him?

What ya think Asia and Ashe?

cya
Emi




rainbow's end...

After the rain a beautiful seven colored arc appeared in the sky…

They said that it’s the path between heaven and earth…

I’m wishing that it will be the path between him and me…


Can you make it rain today?

I want to see the bow of God above the skies…

I want to relish the beautiful phenomena even for a while…


Can I ask you a favor?

Can you lift me up?

High enough to reach it with my hands…


Will I be able to reach it?

Will I able to touch it?

Can I keep it?


A pot of gold can be found at the rainbow’s end…

But I want something else... something better…

Him…


Do you know where I can find the rainbow’s end?

Do you know how far it is?

Do you know? Do you?


Do you know that I love him?

Do you know that I’m hurting?

Do you know that I’m wishing that his feelings for her are as ephemeral as the rainbow?


Will you allow me to cry?

Can I stay here for awhile?

Just for a little while longer… till I can let go of him…

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Forgive me for a very sad post...

~Ashe

maandag 5 november 2007

Beauty,,

What's true beauty???
Is it from the inside or the outside??
I really don't know....
You hear stuff ,, about: why are guys looking for the looks?
well,, It's a very simple answer,,:
Because that's the first impression that they get from you,,
And it's so dang true!
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Well,, me and my friend are planning to go for a guy's hunt XD
That's so sweet of her ! :D
just to enjoy our teenage years XD & it seems fun,, soo yeah XD
Well,, that's enough for today ,,hehe,,
~Bye!!!
adios amigos!
*-Asia

The Reason

Guess i'm the first one making a post. The main reason that we decided to make this Blog was because times are getting hectic and we really wanted to keep track of what happened with each other.

I wonder, why do people keep secrets? Are certain things that dark that we need to hide it from people? I mean isn't it easier to talk to people about it. I have this friend. And i can just feel that he's breaking down inside still he doesn't sat anything about it. It would be easier if we all had this one person that you could turn to if you needed to.

wow ok that was random XD true but random.

One of my favorite things on this whole world is music.Every mood that i have has this one song that fits perfectly with it. That would explain why my ipod is filled with all kinds of music.

Hehe you'll get used to the fact that i'm random. That way my posts will be easy to recognize =p

cya,
Emi