blah... bleh... =.="

Beware!!!! This is gonna be a very long (rant) post.

For the whole day today, I was supposedly working my ass off but instead I’m writing this post… blowing some steam off.

Supposedly, for the 4^th time this week I’m late. I woke up at 4:30 am (yea that’s already late in my time, their time and the hospital’s time =.=”) so I hurriedly stood from my bed, hit the showers while painstakingly enduring the cascading cold water hitting my body =.=” and in the span of 35 minutes, I’m done… bathing that is. So yea, put on the uniform and flew my way to work.

6 am sharp, I’m inside the hospital battling my way through other late employees while hoping and wishing that I won’t get scolded by my superior for being late… again. =.=” After 10 grueling minutes of finding the logbook and signing it, I hastily ran pass the stairs into the head nurse’s office (yea, I need to sign 2 logbooks). After knocking, I went inside with a ready smile and an alibi that I was wishing would be accepted. After signing the logbook, the head nurse (yea, I don’t know her name so sue me =.=”) asked me what my schedule was for today which by the way I find really odd but yea, cause I was too glad that she didn’t asked me a reason why I was late, I told her with so much happiness emitted from these words, “Yes ma’am, I know my schedule.” Then she asked me if I have a copy of my schedule and If I could show it to her, so yea I said yes but I don’t have it with me then she asked me to look at my schedule (I’m now starting to hate the word schedule!!!! >.<) in that stupid, stupid logbook and I did (of course I need to do what I was told to do or else I’ll be charged with insubordination… Ohkei! Fine! I’m exaggerating it but yea=.=”) and I was shocked my eyes almost pop out off their sockets (believe me I was really shocked!) because yesterday, November 24, 2007, I was supposedly at work but instead I was at home enjoying my supposedly day off (it was written in my schedule! Well the old copy of my schedule that is... that the 24^th is my day off! =.=”) me being too stunned to even utter one decent word… could not spout anything. So yea, she started talking about looking at the schedule (I now declare that I sooooo hate the word schedule =.=”) from time to time to know if their has been some changes made and how my uber clean(?) record was now dented by this event… my mind swirled. At exactly 6:30 am (Yea, I know the time… I was checking my watch=.=”) I was scolded from head to foot T.T. But then while she was busy blabbering I realized something! Why didn’t they post anything informing ME/everyone that there have been changes made to MY/our schedule, so I decided that I’m not at fault… they are (yea! Muhahaha(=^_^=))

At 6:45 am, I called my mom, (who’s on her way to the province) told her what happened, hoping she would sympathize with me but no! I was scolded again cause grandma is sick and she was hoping to see me today but because I have a work … wait! Lemme rephrase it! I, Ashe, who supposedly have a work today, was unable to go with my mom to my grandma’s place because I went to the hospital thinking I have a work today (yes, I’m being redundant so kill me =.=”). For another 5 minutes of my uber wasted time I was scolded and felt really bad>.<

A few more minutes later, I arrived home and guess who's in charge of the welcoming committee... yes it's my dad, who by the way was very far from looking pleased, told me in a spine tingling tone these exact words... "That's very irresponsible of you." I actually resent that comment but I could not say anything since half of it was really my fault>.<

If you thought that’s the end of it, then you are soooooo wrong! My grandpa found out about it and I was again for the 4^th time today got scolded T.T thanks to the bane of my existence, the worm, the toad, the pathetic excuse for a human being cousin of mine, Juami.

I so wanted to say a lot of not so nice words right now but yea… I’d rather keep it. I don’t wanna corrupt your innocent minds…

*sigh*

~Ashe

Oeps i forgot XD

I forgot to reply to you Asia, sorry.

But i just wanted to say, that you don't know her. You say she looks arrogant at you etc. etc. and i never heard that you had problems with her. I started to hear about you having a problem with her when she started to date our friend. And he's your friend, right? So be happy that he's happy ^.^ what more could you ask for, your friend is happy.

I hope you don't take this the wrong way.

Ashte ^.^ how have you been? I miss you and i hope you'll have some free time soon!

Emi~

Randomness strikes part. 1

I broke. It shattered. It was on the edge of a cliff and a gust of wind pushed it over the edge. Isn't it weird? Even with it shattered,broken into pieces I love you with every tiny piece. You broke it and it's still waiting for you. My head is saying go on, my heart that is shattered is saying wait. ...Caught between them. And I can't simply ignore them, or can I?

Emi~

=.=

heyy everybody,, Asia's back [YEH],,
Umm,, today was my last day for exams,, Last subject was German,, I was done in like 20 min. XD. And I need to wait for 30 min. more ( that sucks). At this moment I feel: 'Freedom' [YEH].
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And Emi, I think I'm doing the right thing,,
I think she's not worth it ,,
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Asia,,

Random advice? and just random talk?

That friend Asia, i know who you mean, but i think that you're not doing the right thing. Ok he's your friend, but aren't friends supposed to support friends even though you don't like, in this case his gf, the girl that he's dating? I mean even though you don't like her, you don't need to throw it at his face. But you just have to do what you think is the best.

Ashe!! i will miss ya and i love you too ^.^ i hope everything works out for you and good luck!
And i'll keep you up to date with my little boring life ^.^


Woot! tomorrow is my last exam, my biggest one but the last one. So after that i'm free again to slack off XD omg i've run out of letters i can't type anymore

cya.....
Emi....

... and i wrote something:P

I have five extra minutes of my time so I decided to write something in here:P

I had so much fun at work today. I’ve learned a lot of things from my senior. She taught me the things that I didn’t know and the things I need to know in the ward. During the endorsement period, I saw this baby and for a reason I could not comprehend, it brought tears to my eyes. His every movement depicts life. A fragile little creature that brought happiness and smile to those around him… a little angel… so innocent… so pure.

I’ve made up my mind, I’ll continue my volunteer work as long as I can and I’m also planning to take the International Licensure Exam for nurses. I promise that I’ll work extra hard for this. I want to travel and expand my knowledge in my chosen career. I'll be a great nurse(=^_^=).

I’ll be extra busy in the coming months but I promise to keep in touch. Neh… Emi! Asia! Vannie! Don’t you guys forget about me ohkei? I love you all(=^_^=)

~Ashe

Hii seXy lady's [YEH] :D,,,
Well Asia's back :p hehe XD,, Miss all of you ! :D
Well,, My story of the week:
There's a boy (he's just a friend of mine) and he's in love with a girl at a lower class.
He told me that he was in love ect ect, but later I asked who is she?
He showed me a link of here site,,
and,, OMG!,, That's the girl that I also hate at school ( not the girl who I fought with,,)
My friend is a very nice and kind person,, but,, OMG! why with her???? :,,
I hate her because she's looking at me with her arrogant face,, well of course I also do it back at her. Me & my friend know each other for like 3 years now,, but he only knows her just for 1 year :. I explainend him why i hate her ect ect. But he's defending her :.
Yesterday I ignored him,, well,, I think 'm doing the right thing,,
Soo yeah,, well my story of the week XD,,
Bye everyone!!!! Love you & missing you!!!!
-Asia *muah*